I am missing Rizza soo much....:"(

I dont know how many days,weeks,months and years since I talk to him? I am starting to miss him soo much??????????? Why cant we just talk what happened until he refused to talk to me anymore? Is simple? Is he shy? is he mad at me so much>? is he trying his best to avoid me?what is it? I surrender i dont want to play his game anymore......Please rizza can we talk? you make  me think of you everything when i am feeling sad? you make me feel guilty?

♥shikin